December 17, 2008

i love myself

for my sake
let me love myself
even more
than i do now

if others have the time
to think about others
let me be the one
who would think about myself

let me be selfish
and be ignorant
of others

let me love myself
for my sake

life...

The last thing I want to hear
from my family members
"when are you getting married, gurl???"

This question that keeps
playing like an old tape recorded
is getting on my nerves.

I don't have the intention to get hitched.
Not at this moment.
I have so much ahead of me.

In those days, these were the questions.
"What will you be when you grow up?"
"How did you do in school?"
"Have you done your homework?"
"Have you cleaned up your room?"

What happened to those questions?
Packed and kept in the attic??

December 12, 2008

Change

I plan to change the layout of this blog. However I know nuts to nothing...

Blah

>.<

After 5 years of work, work and more work, I now plan to go back to school. However the course I plan to enrol in is not in the similar industry I'm currently in.

All these thoughts of me going back to school is exciting. Hell yea I love learning something new everyday.

I've tasted the rat race...

I'm definately be in that rat race once again upon graduation and in DEBT.

Sighz